And I am a different person, for better or for worse.
School is done. Life is now in session. Reality is kicking in at last and the symptoms include depression, drowsiness, bodily aches, and low self-esteem.
Where do I go from here? What progress is there to be had?
I return to this blog after deactivating my Facebook account. I cannot be apart of a digital world anymore that prides itself on meaningless posts about Lady Gaga or who’s doing what in sports, or the simple fact that someone’s car broke down. All I want to say to these people is nobody cares.
There are more important things. I’m telling you now.
My faith has weakened. My mind is frail. I am currently seeking a therapist here in the city for consultation. I am twenty-one years old, and I feel like I am seventy. Something is wrong.
My subconscious is surfacing. My addictions, my weaknesses, my fears… I hardly know who I really am anymore. My passions have diminished severely.
When I created this blog, it was to document the good times as well as the bad times. This is surely the worst time for me. All I can say is there is work to be done on my spirit. Meanwhile, here are some photos…
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